wootz!! fate testing, lol. | Friday, June 30, 2006


Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.

1. Vincent Ooi
2. Kim Leong
3. Andrew Ting
4. Irna Jumahat
5. Michelle Poh
6. Ginny Han
7. Christopher Ho
8. Ivan Kow
9. Wan Muhammad Nazir
10. Sarven
11. Raguram
12. Amanda Lim
13. Jessica Chua
14. See Yi Koon
15. Irma Jumahat
16. Yao Yun
17. Ying Wei
18. Stephanie Aeria
19. Riley Tah
20. Min Hui

Questions:
1. How did you meet 14? (Yi Koon)
erm, through prefects? we r in the same group.

2. What would you do if you had never met no.1? (Vincent)
my life would b miserable

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? (Min Hui n Nazir)
lol dont think that will ever happen though ...

4. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (Ginny n Ying Wei)
erm ............... dunno. cant tell.

5. Describe no. 3. (Andrew)
my class monitor, a great fren n a gud listener tho i seldom tell him my problems, lol.

6. Do you think no 8 is attractive? (Ivan)
errrrr ........ he has his share of fans in the school, so i guess dats a yes.

7. Tell me something about no 7. (Chris)
chris ar? ....... err a nice fren to talk to, cool n got style. anyway, rock on dude!

8. Do you know anything about no 12's family? (Amanda)
yes, i do actually.

9. What is no 8's favourite? (Ivan)
erm ... his dog, miko? lol dunno not sure.

10. What would you do if 19 confess that he/shelikes you? (Riley)
hmm that will never happen, 1stly she's still crazy over that particular sum1. 2ndly, we are juz frens ^^

11. What language does 15 speak? (Irma)
malay, english n chinese!

12. Who is 10 going out with? (Sarven)
dunno dunno ^^ haha dun ask me, tho i do know ppl's been framing him of hu he likes, wait ... melissa yuen rite? LOLzz

13. How old is 16 now? (Yao Yun)
15 this year .....

14. When was the last time you talked to 13? (Jess)
2day in school ...

15. Who is no. 2's favourite singer? (Kim Leong)
no idea ... -_-

16. Would you date no 4? (Irna)
nope, she's a very close fren. dats all.

17. Would you date 6? (Ginny)
i ................ wouldnt write off that possiblity, but dunno. god will decide my path, lol!!

18. Is 18 single? (Steph aeria)
i guess so .... lol.

19. What's 12's last name? (Amanda)
Wai Han

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationshipwith 14? (Yi Koon)
lol, she has sum1 she likes already.

21. What school does 3 go to? (Andrew)
ooo my school! we r classmates.

22. Where does 6 live? (Ginny)
usj 12

23. What's your favourite thing about no 5? (Michelle)
michelle ar? well ... her happy go lucky attitude lo, anyway she's a nice fren la.


@.@ budak khas ke2 shared his wisdom! 8:49 PM
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| Wednesday, June 28, 2006


ok guys, i hav written 2 more poems ^^


Time Will Heal - Ravin3z

Yesterday, my heart sank.
To what reason, I shall know.
The sorrow and pain,
made their way into my heart.
Eating into my mind, a little by little,
and it's slowly affecting my daily life.

Today, I felt the same.
Although it's a whole new day,
but everything just felt the same.
She flashed a smile at me today,
it definitely lightened my up,
and that was the prefect thing to happen.

Tomorrow, I hope I'll feel better.
For the worst will be over,
and I shall rid this depression once and for all.
But nobody knows the future,
or what is to come.
Just hoping I would be better soon.


Cowardice - Ravin3z

Cowardice, has found its way to me,
to whom it may concern,
to whom it may seemed obvious,
I am a coward in making.

Why did I turned into one?
or was I ever one before?
The answer seemed clear.
For it has always been this way,
for a long, long time.

I never have the courage to ask why,
though I wanted to concern,
but I'm always two steps behind.
Behind as always, behind as usual.
I've lost this game before even starting it.

Cowardice, my cause of failure,
to whom to may concern,
to whom it may seemed obvious,
I am a coward, will always be one.


no particular meaning, juz wrote it down coz i felt like it.


@.@ budak khas ke2 shared his wisdom! 9:56 PM
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| Saturday, June 24, 2006


^.^ ... i felt alot better 2day!! halelujah! must hav been god's work again, lol.

anyway, sry abt the sad post yesterday, i guess i was possessed! lolz ... haha. no la, cos i can finally feel a very very heavy weight lifted off my shoulders. yea u can say i was kinda frustrated over the few days, ok mayb not frustrated, but u get wad i mean, lack of ajk's n ideas .... for the scouts meeting.

fortunately, the scouts meeting 2day ...... wasn't so bad after all! tho i did freaked out a lil at 1st coz i dunno y, but i juz cant seem to calm them down, lol!! everyting seemed to settle down after i ushered them into the Bitara Hall. phew! n from then on, everything went smoothly.

n guess wad, conquered my fear of speaking into the pembesar suara 2day! yea, i was really afraid all this while as i lack the confidence in it, but 2day, i took it slow n steady ... n it went well!!

hmm ...... was in friendster when i saw this horoscope page of mine, aquarius.


Aquarius:

The Bottom Line
No one is going to stand in your way, so you have to stop using that as an excuse.

In Detail
If you let too many negative thoughts invade your mind right now, slowly but surely you'll begin to believe them. That is not acceptable! This is especially true now, when all outward signs will point to bad news. But if you keep your chin up and don't take 'no' for an answer, you'll see that the big ferocious lions standing guard at the gates are really just cute little kitty cats in need of a good head rub. You have the power, so no excuses are allowed.


hey, i think this is exactly the situation i m facing rite now, haha juz the advice i need. anyway, decided to get on with life after a few rough conflicts in life, well ... wad is life without conflicts?

learn from ur mistakes as they always say ... yup, this is d exact thing i m gonna do now.

nonetheless, sry for the sad post yesterday, haha .... god bless.


@.@ budak khas ke2 shared his wisdom! 11:06 PM
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| Friday, June 23, 2006


yea i know its been a week since i blogged .... ok altho i m not really feeling like it at the moment, i will finally reveal some of my thoughts.

well, honestly guys ..... i don't feel ... great in schools these days, even now i can feel pain in me. altho u may c me looking all cheery on the outside, but seriously .... deep down inside there has been something really troubling. some thoughts are not meant to be revealed ... so i wil not go into details.

a fren once asked me, if ur given a choice between ur best friend and the one u liked really much, they are both about to die, somehow u possess a miraculous power to save any of them, but it can only be used once. u know, most of u i guess will probably go 'BEST FREN LA, STIL NID TO THINK WAT WOR?' but i ..... hesitated. for the 1st time in my life, i hesitated for that question, n i speak from the heart. i used to pick best friend all this while ... but that day i hesitated.

jealousy comes before anger, and anger comes before hatred. no, i WIL never pick that road, i told myself everyday n everytime those thoughts came bugging me n clouding my judgement. is god a jealous god too? my fren told me that god wishes for us to b jealous FOR others, but not jealous OF others. n for jealous OF others wil surely tear friendship apart for watsoever.

i m doomed to be faced with all this obstacles the day i set my foot into this game. or mayb i shud hav never started it? for now i will suffer the consequences of my foolishness.


Jealousy - Ravin3z

Friendship, will it ever sink?
Tougher friendship may find it hard to sink,
but every ship has its weaknesses,
and every ship shared a common weakness - jealousy.

No matter how great a friendship might hold,
no matter how long a friendship has stood,
jealousy will ruin them all.

Jealous for others, a friend once said.
For jealous of others will ruin whatever,
each and everyone have for each other.

Ravin3z is defeated and may never rise again,
for jealousy has got the better of him,
plunging him into the darkness,
and he might never see light again.


@.@ budak khas ke2 shared his wisdom! 2:37 PM
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Forbidden | Friday, June 16, 2006


Forbidden - Ravin3z

Once again, my heart sank,
beneath the depths of the unknown.
The promise i made cannot be kept,
as i think it's really impossible now.
Forbidden, as i repeat the word again.
I can't tell her this time, not this one.
Friends or Love? It's always difficult to choose.
Betraying a friend for a girl was never my principle,
but this time i really do not know what to do.
I guess i will always be the one in the dark,
oblivious to anything, anything at all.
But no one is to be blamed for that,
for I never have the courage to find out more.
I don't know why i like her,
she's definitely not the flower of the crowd,
but somehow, her voice, her attitude, her smile,
captured and futhermore melted my heart.
Unfortunately, it's all forbidden in the end.


An Angel's Voices - Ravin3z

I can hear her voice,
whispering in my ears.
I can hear her voice,
as if she's there in my heart.
I can hear her voice,
her low yet sweet and cute tone.
I can hear her voice,
as if it's the most beautiful voice on earth,
I can hear her voice,
humouring me when i need it most.
I can hear her voice,
seeking attention from me.

But at the end of the day,
all I really wanted to hear was,
her voice.


Tormented Heart - Ravin3z

Feeling useless,
Feeling helpless,
Feeling sad, feeling depressed.
Has the world crumbled upon me?

Why? Why? I asked myself.
What on earth do i want?!
I yelled with frustration.
Depression filled my heart,
as if it will never go away again.

On the brink of depression again,
but why am I on it?
Is it true? Is it TRUE?
That love comes with pain?
It seems so because my heart has become tormented,
hoping for someone that will never come.

They say she's unhappy,
yet i can do nothing.
Where is my courage to ask her?
Why have i turned into a coward?
Why? Why? WHY?
I guess life will always be filled with questions,
just like how it has affected me,
leaving me to endure the consequences.


after you've done reading, pls do not cry, i know its touching xD hahahaha. jk la. well wrote it all by myself, n decided to share it with you guys again. Adios.


@.@ budak khas ke2 shared his wisdom! 7:46 PM
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The End Awaits ... | Sunday, June 11, 2006


yes, its the end of the mid-term break n if u noticed i m blogging at the last hour of the last day of the mid-term break ... hehe.

6 months has passed for better or for worst, i dunno. havent been making much progress on my studies anyway. so ..... either i wil b heading into SPM suicide or i wil b lucky to make it back out alive, lolz. argh, WAKE UP CALL!!!!

oh yea ..... i m abt to retired =.= haha ....

hmm .... ok nth much to say, OUR EXAMINATION PAPERS AWAIT, YIKES!!!

oh well, here goes ........ a new term has begun.


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